SoulEclipse

20040814

Fiction, reality, and something in between

A soul cries out: "How I would lived and died for this moment. Mom, dad, I miss you..." -Ueno Kyujin
A rhythm recalls: Some Mario Kart Super Circuit BGM - Nintendo GBA


How ironic. I write an overly dramatic statement of Ueno above and was followed by an uberly Genki type of music... *sigh*

Just a while ago, I called Kagekami-neechan. I figured I should keep my word in the chatterbox and call her up sometime...and I did. Although I did have some trouble thinking of what to say to her, that didn't stop me from calling. (Torpedo approach doesn't suit my taste.) Anyways, she was able to pick up the phone; she was a bit tad sick but she said she was fine, and I could prove to you that she IS fine...well, physically. Like I said, I was having a bit of trouble of starting a fire to our conversation but soon, it just came. It started with "how are you," "how is school" and "I think you've changed." Then, the pace changed to "You have a girlfriend na, no?" I don't have a girlfriend...mas lalo na ang boyfriend!! I wanna have a future... Anyways, we just ended up getting a bit deeper in our conversation among friends. Too bad I have to cut it short since my aunt from the US just called up. *sigh*

Well, the important thing there is that you should call friends you haven't have contact with recently. I think the relationship between two people is better when you call someone, not just through YM!'s and texting. Or if you can afford, go see him/her personally. It goes deeper, you see. All the feelings you take out from you, the other receives, sends a feedback and both are comforted.

Also, yesterday, I went to a school play. Kanser(Cancer) was the name of the play as it was based from the harsh reality of life and, of course, our National Hero's novel. It was fun while it lasted. I kinda liked the two kids who played a small role in the play. (I have this unerasable affinity for children. Go figure). After the show, Sakuraii showed up. He said the play sucks. He complained about the lighting being poor, the actors were not good, etc... Come to think of it, this play was less vivid than the other plays I saw those past years. Not to mention, I couldn't fully understand a thing they say...maybe because I was talking to Raziel next to me?

In other news, Philippine Ragnarok Online: Chaos Server has been so darn laggy that all I ever did the whole day was vend, and vend, and vend...and the occasional teleport from one place to the other. At least I was finally able to get rid of my *normal* arrows through vending. Yay! No more annoyances from hard to sell arrows. Now, if someone could just buy my 10,000+ silver arrows...

Just a while ago though, I thought up an overly dramatic way on how Ueno would portray should he end his life. Thus the one I wrote above. I thought it was too dramatic though. It was kinda based like on how Athrun's friend died (Gundam Seed, mind you). Well, I said based but not entirely a rip-off though.

Speaking of rip-offs, I went surfing yesterday. I found sites that contains very good anime artwork. (I am NOT going to list them here, nor anywhere in the world for that matter). It's cool, except for the fact that they made me feel I was empty again. I did wish I had somebody to hold me. A *best*friend perhaps? Or an adopted brother? Or maybe I was adopted or the like... Eeeh! I wish I had a brother who could care for me or I could care for him. I just wish to learn not to spoil them or myself. Spoiling is ev0l!! I don't want to end up with a spoiled brat...

Well that was long... Oh and one last statement before I go:
I told you I like Vanilla over Chocolate! ^^

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